falling off the face of the earth

"sooo she hasnt fallen off the face of the earth!! way!! I was wondering if I should place a missing persons report... :) I love you dearest! and I miss you so."

~so this was a recent comment by my bestest friend Manda. and she is almost right, i haven't been very social lately and not all of that is due to being busy. cuz really I'm not. I'm just feeling a bit down.

this past week i got some sad news. a man i used to know passed away, I'm not going to name names because the ppl who need to know, already know. but even though i wasn't that close to him or his family, it was still a blow, i just couldn't comprehend how his wife must feel or his little girl must feel right now and even though i didn't know him well i know that he was funny and a kind and caring husband and dad. i just don't get this, it has hit me harder than i thought it could and I'm just feeling so weird about it, so i have been praying a lot. i pray for his family and my family who was close to him and i just...pray. it makes me feel better to know there is someone whom i can give my problems to.

like a friend at work was telling me the other day, she was talking to her mom about some ppl she was worrying about and her mom asked if she had given the problem up to God and my friend of course said yes. and then her mom asked, well did you take your problem back? and my friend was like umm...(insert ashamed hung head here) yes. and its so true. I find my self doing that a lot, i tell God about my problems and then i just take them right back like its my problem to have no one else's. so i just put it out to you to really give up your problems to the Lord, it makes you feel so much better.

but on a lighter note, i made some killer almond macaroons AND shortbread today, it was so awesome almost made me feel back to normal. i would have pix to show you how totally awesome they are but my family and i are too busy eating them. and there are only 9 days till my 22nd birthday. i feel so old. and i really really really want the new martha stewarts cupcakes cookbook

but it doesn't come out until the 2nd of June so i prob wont get anything. oh well, right now if it isn't about Tulsa my family really doesn't give a rip. love and kisses and all that mussy stuff!

Sara

oy what a day...again

so I'm just sitting here, well lounging actually listening to "ol' blue eyes", who doesn't love frank? i so wish i lived during that time, id be cuter and posher and would care less about being as under accomplished as i am.

anyhoo, so today was ok. yesterday i was coming home from gig harbor and i got some oil for my car and when i was at the mall i filled my engine and then was going to let it rest and then see if i need the other canister. well when i got back in my car i totally forgot that i was going to check the oil and i was driving away and lost the little cap that goes on the engine, i had forgotten to put it back on in the first place, so that was stupid.

and then i was even more of a dummy and got fast food and was up all night feeling like crap. so back to today, i went and got another cap thingy and on my way home i found the cap that i lost on the side of the road!! so i was all bitchy for some reason so my daddy was a good daddy and washed all the oil off my engine and fixed everything! and my stomach still feels a queasy and ughish so i have no idea whats going on. maybe its the horrific state of my room who knows?



well im going to go back listening to pandora.com, which i have betty to thank cuz now im OBSESSED with it. so here are some cute pix of my puppers just to end on a good note.

loves and kisses

~the saraiest of sara's

ps i feel like THE WORST COUSIN EVER! cuz i forgot becca and brocks birthdays so im saying here HAPPIEST of birthdays my loves you are the world to me.